Just sometimes I'm wondering why shouldn't I leave?

Two more sleeps in Miami. I feel pretty excited to be going home but the thought of travel makes me nervous. Also the thought of returning to my life of responsibility (not that I have ever taken any) doesn't thrill me either.

My concerns in no particular order.

• What if its raining and stormy and the plane is delayed or cancelled?
• What if Virgin are even worse than they were on the way here?
• It will be cold and overcast at Heathrow
• The flat will be a mess
• I have to train Stella to hunt and kill
• I have to get a new income stream
• I need to sort out my appearance

I lack strength and direction.